October 15, 2001
dear mommee
i was reading and listening to music last nite. i
stopped for a moment. i felt some kind of presence.
some kind of magnetic energy all around me. was that
you rocking me to sleep? if it was then i fell asleep
in your embrace. i still feel a heightened sense of
energy around me.
October 15-16, 2001 (Excerpt)
dear mommee,
. . . its no fair. i know we're not to ask why, but
why? why such a beautiful person? such a close
family should have part of their heart ripped away? i
hate to ask why not some other family who was already
torn up. yes, i guess i am angry at god. why is his
needs more important than ours? what is he trying to
tell us and what are we to learn? . . .