A Story…

Posted in livenudeturtles by admin @ Aug 25, 2011

“It’s cold,” I say.  The air is brittle.  Dark clouds hang in the sky.  She looks at me, sadness in her eyes.  She says nothing.  We walk down the street of a no-name town, there is a bench in the park.  We sit down on it.

We are at the cafe.  He is talking idly, but my attentions are elsewhere.  My eyes wander from person to person, and eventually rest upon a couple in the corner.  They are beautiful, white faced black and roses, her hand in his.  He has a look of anger upon his face, and she has that of pain upon hers.  I see their lips move, but I cannot hear what they are saying.

“You don’t love me anymore.” I say with a tone of sorrow.  Again she looks at me, then replies.  “Love is the emptiness in my heart. I cannot be sure that I love anything now. “I reach for her hand.  She reluctantly takes it in hers.  She holds it loosely, then lets it go.

Her hand drops to her side, she looks slowly up into his eyes.  Again more words, then her eyes begin to glimmer.  Tears form at the corners.  The tears roll down her perfect white cheeks.  I want to catch them upon my fingers, make them disappear.  I cannot hold back her anguish.  At the sight of her grief, he stops everything.  He looks at her, then takes her in his arms.  For a few moments, nothing in the world exists, except two lovers’ warm embrace.  I feel emotion rising in me.

I take her in my arms, and the world disappears.  Nothing else matters, except for that moment.  Beneath the darkening sky upon an empty street, two lovers embrace.  What seems to be hours, is only a matter of minutes.  She pulls away, pain in her eyes.  Words come from her mouth.  I can’t hear them, but I understand them.

“Look,” I interrupt his idle speech, and point out the couple.  Tears are beginning to well up in my eyes.  “Some day, I will have that…”

“I am sorry, I cannot love you anymore,” and then my heart shatters…

“But not today.”

WordPress for Android

Posted in livenudeturtles by admin @ Feb 2, 2010

I just downloaded and am testing out the new wordpress app for Android OS. I have been wanting something like this for some time, and never seemed to be able to find anything for my Blackberry. Maybe now I will post a little more often.

get well domo amigurumi for bethany…

Posted in livenudeturtles by jeremy @ Oct 18, 2009

bethany hasn’t been feeling well because i gave her a cold this week.  so i made this as a get well gift for her…

new photos, kovi and maya at the zoo…

Posted in livenudeturtles by jeremy @ Oct 18, 2009

all of the photos can be found here

we miss you mom…

Posted in livenudeturtles by jeremy @ Oct 13, 2009

Too hot…

Posted in livenudeturtles by jeremy @ Jul 29, 2009



Too hot…

Originally uploaded by case76

This just isn’t right. This is how hot it is here in seattle at around 6.00. The indoor temp is in the house, and the outdoor is our back porch. It isn’t supposed to ever get this hot in seattle.

My poor rabbit is having a lot of trouble. I set up a fan, a wet towel, and some ice. He seems to be doing a bit better now. Rabbits don’t do well in hot weather.

I’m going to make some mint ice cream tonight, how better to fend off the heat.
–Sent from my CrackBerry Curve…

More crochet progress…

Posted in livenudeturtles by jeremy @ Jul 12, 2009



More crochet progress…

Originally uploaded by case76

Finished the body and one leg. You can see where my stitches were too loose right below the nose. Getting closer, not sure if I can finish by the 14th though. We will see.

Giraffe progress…

Posted in livenudeturtles by jeremy @ Jul 8, 2009



Giraffe progress…

Originally uploaded by case76

This is what I have done so far on the giraffe I am crocheting for beth’s nephew. Head, neck and shoulders. I have a week to finish it for his bday, hope I can make it.
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Fun day at work this morning…

Posted in livenudeturtles by jeremy @ Jul 6, 2009



Fun day at work this morning…

Originally uploaded by case76

This is about a third of our incoming this morning. The postal service finally changed the hours for our mail pick up, so we get all incoming mail, ups, fedex, and all irs outgoing all at once. And every piece of accountable mail needs to be entered into the computer. Fun times.
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Posted in livenudeturtles by jeremy @ Jul 2, 2009

for those of you who dont know, vnv nation is one of my favorite bands in the whole universe. the show last night was pretty awesome. we saw vnv nation with ayria and war tapes.

ayria
was good. i have only really listened to debris, but their new stuff isnt too bad. kinda reminds me of nitzer ebb, except with a female vocalist. jennifer is pretty high energy and does a good show.

i wasnt too into war tapes, but i think that was just because i was in a more ebm/industrial mood. they are a bit more traditional. some of the songs sounded heavily cure and smiths influenced. they did a cover of love me by love and rockets which was pretty cool.

and of course, vnv nation was fucking awesome. ronan was down in the crowd during ayrias performance. he was chatting with people and came up to me, grabbed my shoulder, and asked me if i was having a good time. i love how into the fans he is. he had hurt his leg in portland, but still managed to move pretty well. we were about one row back from the stage, awesome view. they played a pretty good set, a good mix of old and new including joy, legion, darkangel, illusion, sentinel, etc. they played solitary, which i thought was awesome, as well as standing and precipice. ronan talked quite a bit. someone threw a bra on the stage, and he made some clever jokes. unfortunately we had to leave after the first encore (they do two), my beautiful beth had to go to work early.

on our way home, some guy on the bus asked if we were christians. i couldnt figure out why he asked til we got home and saw that the tshirt that i bought at the show that beth was wearing had the title of the cd on it, of faith power and glory. i guess that does sound a little christian. i like the new album, i think it is much better than their last one, judgement. so i have a couple pics and vids. they are pretty bad as i took them on my blackberry. the bass really drowns out everything, and we were right next to the speakers. so, imagine the appropriate songs with the videos.

solitary…

standing…

ronan with the bra…